needing mom

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today sucked.  and it sucked worse because i dont have a mom.  i know, i know, there are those of you that lovemommobilebelieve i need to grow up and move on, that i should be over not having a mom.  but the truth is, you never get over not having a mom.  i have even heard people at work who are alot older than me, who lost their mothers to cancer or some other disease talk about missing their moms.  magnify that times 1 million because i never had a mom at all.

tobody-partsday i had a female question.  i couldn’t pick up the phone and say “hey mom ________.”  no, i googled it and have no idea if the fucking internet world is right.  there are some things you just can’t ask other people; so many things that you need a mother for.  but i don’t have that luxury… never really did.  i know about sex because of what happened to me.  but i really don’t know about my body.  i dont even know what is normal.. that sucks.

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millions of people call their mothers just to talk.  some call everyday, some call a couple times a week, some weekly…. but they have that luxury of calling.  or their mother calls them.  if you don’t believe me, just google “how often do you talk to your mother”…. lots of stuff comes up.

so many “mothers” i had growing up, but not one to call…

if you care about your foster kids, give them your phone number, even if workers tell you “no contact”, so that when they grow up, they have someone to call, because you never outgrow needing a mother…

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July 6, 2014 at 8:01 pm 30 comments

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