to the sad people in Norway

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to the sad people of Norway,

 im sending my condolences your way,

for the horrible events that occurred

in your peaceful part of the world.

i dont know anything about your country,

but i feel the pain of your tragedy

and send my deepest sympathy.

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fuck. right now i am not ok with this world

i  write to share my experiences of life.

to show that it is POSSIBLE that fucked up kids  that had horrible lives, that act-out, that do “bad” things, that have been hurt more than you can ever know, that can’t attach to a dam thing until they are in their early 20s…..       can change  and can heal

that just because i had every fucking label under the sun given to me AS A KID….  that does NOT mean i am a “lost cause”

…..when there are so many who disagree

what do you expect when you CHOOSE to adopt a child of trauma???

a rainbow farting unicorn?   a perfectly behaved child… a child that can just “forget” their past?   a “normal” kid?